Thursday, October 14, 2010

Can not withstand a little scrutiny the original December

 Like the original can not withstand a little scrutiny

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Shanghai does not seem to fall, even if the winter is not so pure.

been looking forward to the next a heavy snow, such as year university, and others wear their own clothes, large and small, in the great, full of snow fields, trails, playground ... ... leave thoughtful face, side face and back ... ...

vaguely remember as a child, my mother took my little hand, in a long, winding, lake side of the small road ahead looks like, up to now, still remember foot into the knee-deep snow,bailey UGG boots, the issue of

original, sometimes you like a certain thing, maybe just because we've walked a short distance and heard a sweet but not necessarily twice the sound of memories ... ...

as I love purple, maybe just a kid from my sister gave me two purple hair band, then tie on my tails on the bow, I am doomed the purple halo and swayed slightly poignant life.

like the original can not withstand a little scrutiny, came to realize that thirty years of her life, she's like, just the one carried by the wind sent the white snow, that echoed in the air Big hands holding little hands while walking the her growth not wipe the scars of classical literature and the deep imprint of ... ... I understand she's like in the real world is so rare and empty, so different.

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the original, my favorite, the long lost their ... ...

as well as the flowers, you can understand her very happy too, as Like the flowers; you can be understood as she flies are not happy, so I hope she can later on in life ... ... like a flower or she is also fortunate not happy and do not care, just as seen on a television series with the scar literature And just like this Version, as the theme song she likes it

she knows that literature is fatal to her, her life, buried in the literature can not get out ... ... maybe in drug poisoning is incurable!

poisoned flowers will wither in the fall to the ground the instant she will make a final happy smile: was it, I'm lucky, no, my life! If you've ever been happier second, that her life is not wasted on, have been happy as long as one minute, then wasted life, and how! Beautiful vary. Some people think that the Yi River is the west wind blows, rustling the cold, but others think it is a warrior's pride and enthusiasm to Come; Some people think that willow bank Xiaofeng moon is the only place to sober tonight, it was thought that the aesthetic realm that is romantic; some Peach Blossom Face last year that today's life regrets, but others think it is still a broad-minded Zhiyuan spring ... ... in the eyes of different people have different feelings.

feelings are all beautiful, though he may be totally opposite.

beauty can appreciate. But between the appreciation and beauty, but it has an insurmountable distance. As your eyes is a perfect oil painting, a small park above the path independence of Hong lone figure wandering woman, a lost is lost but also that Li heaven and earth ... ... but the people inside are not you, you can not melt into that place in the world. In fact, you can place went to a picture you like, you can feel the breeze blowing your hair, you can bare feet touch the soft leaf bud, which you can pick your favorite daisies holding ... ... You can do what you want to do any, nothing concerns.

so you can enjoy the beautiful, beautiful need more experience. Memory, to his mother for the first time to do the dishes, is

time mother living in factory dormitories, have been eating the cafeteria of the Da Guocai and mother's colored dishes, I remember my mother used a small kerosene stove.

I was still a schoolboy, at noon that day, my mother went to the grandmother has not come back around and saw the basket, there are two I do not know what fish I whim, want to give my mother to be a vegetable. Fortunately, the fish was cut open the belly of the mother had, or even sure I would have with the boiled intestine. So I cheerfully from the pan, (I grew up have always been afraid of the oil will spill out of the pot will stay away, I do not know how then will have the courage to dare from the pan), let go of salt do not remember whether and MSG, anyway, certainly not the soy sauce, because so far, also surfaced that two fish in front of me like the poor, Dry, dry dry, the bones have been exposed, fish have been depleted, lying in a dejected plate. The most ridiculous is that I was actually also left a message, which means that I give my mother this is the first dish you do, please enjoy ... ... and then go out and get friends to play, and was feeling pretty good look . I do not know the mother

come back to eat the fish was not, of course, said she ate, and says no, no, definitely not eat, secretly threw away the fear that I am hurt, lied to me that all ate ... ...

I was not cooking, and perhaps not unrelated with that try ... ...

fried fish I will not pity; I will not do other dishes, what a shame ... ...

childhood, many adults and kids said I was cute, really happy; grow up a lot of adults still said I was lovely child, I was not happy ... ...

child will not , I still will not grow up, this may be a sad thing ... ...

I do not think fried fish is not really my fatal ... ...

may not be One thing, perhaps there are many ... ... in February the weather suddenly changed in Shanghai, the latest of the way the sun every day happily. Friends say, to the Peace Park fishing, is pleased to go. Felt he could feel the heat out of the house, secretly glad that did not wear long coats, even Duanao took off up to a sweater you can wear a hat against the cold, in fact, not even the slightest wind, feeling the spring, not seen directly on to the summer. Back to the car to hear weather forecasts, said the temperature 5-17 degrees Shanghai today, days!

long time no fishing. Impressive time fishing in a small river next to her house, wearing a straw hat, set with long sleeves, sitting on the straw, a fishing rod, a bottle of fish food ... ... I remember it was a hot summer day , forgot to take a few hours, only know when to go home, carrying dozens of fat fish, great sense of accomplishment, but also surprised to find that their hand back in that afternoon completely browned, and arm just like home just like points. Or two down and know I'm fishing, after all, not many girls will be fishing, but also found that they have enough patience to wait ... ...

did not expect a lot of people still fishing. One small pool, sports fishermen plus crowd, and really unusual. Borrowed gear, saw a bit afraid of worms wriggling, in fact, had the unpleasant task of loading over the hook, but these are generally older brother, nephew, they do the job. Friends without fear to the whole earthworms are fitted with a hook, I say too much, the fish fed on the escape, he said it does not matter, fishing is one such. Surface breath of air, only the visible reflection of high-rise buildings. Float motionless in the water, I always hallucinations fish hook in touch, in fact, simply have not moved, is the heart of the expectations generated illusion. Not far away next to some sudden noise, originally was to reel in a carp, exceedingly envious. We here have begun to move up slightly, so slightly larger range of friends, pull up a fish without it anyway. For the worms all over again, that rod is also quite heavy. Ripples water waves slowly, the float I was not a movement. There have fish hook. Feng Shui there appears to be better, or there are also people threw some spices, the fish are attracted to him. We then moved to the other side Kaokao gear, hoping to catch on even if one is good. Unfortunately it did not, how the fish do not bite. I say seems to us too little, the fish do not even know us. Took nearly two hours, nothing. Friends say, forget it, next time come back too early. I said OK, fishing lies in the process, the result does not matter, originally did not intend to take home the fish. Unfortunately, just think a little too, even picked up the fish can taste the feeling of heavy 也好. Fortunately, there are opportunities for the next time, I am ready to return to her mother there, go take a return catch.

Lu Yu furry toys, friends, I used a variety of techniques to win three different attitude in the Cubs come back. I always like these gadgets, home of the bookcase in addition to the book, there is a row of all my stuffed toys, today the addition of three, is really a bonus. Or toys are cute, although they no life, but they let me see them in time, will remember the good old days of childhood, think of someone, something, something if you growing bit by bit ... ... to believe it is, the fish is always the ultimate outcome is to allow people to cook and eat, and there is still life in the water when swimming freely, once on the hook, the death is its end. In fact, I think the highest level of fishing should be fun to catch fish, then it is back on the water, let it know a lot of things can not so easily to get something for nothing, the next time it will not make the same mistake, perhaps this way, it Life would be a little more long-term. Of course, few people achieve the highest level, so we can not let the fish have high expectations, so-called hope that the greater the disappointment. Perhaps the fish has long been accustomed to this Like caged birds, I think it so poor, there is no right of freedom of flying, perhaps it had in a cage feel very comfortable and never worry about wind and sun, south north ... ...
< br> suddenly found weeping willow trees beside the river, the slightest wicker straight down, no one leaves and shoots. But I think it is beautiful, the United States in a latent force, this force so that all the greens next to the shade. I always see hanging in the spring when the leaves of the willow, I was often lamented the graceful weeping willow, but no trace of the weeping willow trees brown great shock to me, I finally understand The final state of the fun of fishing, that is: no matter seasons, Fruitful, I will watch you in the lake quietly stroll in the water, I will use my Stir gently touch your spine, but I do not want to have you for ourselves. I never had the hook on the thread, I do not need. My life is here to see you grow up, maybe one day you will be taken away by someone else, I can not stop, but I could find a fish like you treat it as you, and then slowly you grow up ... ...

original, people fishing on the thread, nothing, because everything in his heart. I finally understand the fun of fishing ... ...

my hands today, maybe nothing, but in my heart, which has started flying trace of weeping willow ... ... the name on the fish,UGG shoes, in fact, have used before. From Of course, my own real name or some related, although indirect - because my last name, the achievements of other people's names, forced to become a sub in my name ... ... put some confused himself, did not say, look back and say that today's subject again.

written long before Feeling in the willows on the fish's feelings,Bailey UGG boots, sad and beautiful helpless.

If someone is willing to use his life to protect you, will you do? If you had the insurmountable distance between the two, would you like?

you are willing to stop there forever like a willow, or willing to put in the arms of the fisherman?

If you like Willow, you will always be free to travel in the river, willows in the river quietly looking at you, protect you. If you like the fisherman, in fact, indicates that you put that in vain. Because in your heart, in fact, a kind of hidden back called Even if eventually escape the ...

If I choose, I will choose in order to preserve their own trees, or will choose to air and eventually lost his fisherman?

I said I want to have a break time to think, maybe I had made a decision ... ... Yesterday morning, still sleepy, the brother called me: Gome and Suning Appliance to see how the TV? I like the family aspect of electrical information.

phone and I specifically went to the counter, try holding the idea and asked: . Considering I'm going to return to their home, I had to give up, that does not matter, I can go to our store over there to see. So some lost ground on the home by car. In the back of the car, I began to recall that section of the prototype did not see the real machine, while reminiscent of many previous owners had liked and did not have.

sometimes like a thing is no reason to speak of. Perhaps this phone because the screen is big, so looks a little wide, although thin, but perhaps more suitable for men. But you phase in the tens of thousands of phones this paragraph, in fact, there is no mental preparation, one for fancy, also identified. So I think the experience of many years ago to buy packages.

year, one day, I casually Huating Isetan Huaihai Road shopping, a shoulder bag to a fancy, black, and some asymmetry of the United States. Is an Italian brand, has also not quite sure how they read in Italian. Then read a long time, not buy, thinking, or look at other models of the package. Since then, however, can not talk to any of a package comparable to that bag, and finally after a few days, bought the money bag. The first few days back on his shoulders, feeling very good, so different, then there are other bags instead of slowly on the shelf, one day out of view, the surprise was the weight of some distortion, then hung on the rack , but a thin layer on a plot of gray. So when you think something like, how slowly lost the final to former glory. Maybe like, and have slowly lost meaning. So I thought of that last paragraph did not buy the Philips phone.

one day last year, because of that drama, I went to find the mobile phone market, finally found a Philips 968 which was also new, feel good in your hand, especially piece of rotating the screen, so exciting. However, even the sales lady told me that drive this phone is too large for the ladies, strange in his hand. Friends have persuaded a feeling of light is not enough, depends on is suitable. Finally do not buy it, finally did not have. But until today, I still miss it a 968, although the mobile phone increasingly updated, but will make you regret did not have a cell phone that has been missed.

like and own and never had anything like the countless. Samsung i718 I think that section 968 will repeat the mistakes? If the real machine yesterday, I might have bought without hesitation; because yesterday did not, maybe I missed this from a cell phone on, because sometimes your mind to think some things should not have to think, you missed a lot of good and pure things. If that bike you have to test drive the car off, because a friend with you as it's a disadvantage, you give up, so you will take a longer period of time not to touch it, thus losing it And in fact, what this world is perfect again it? And have a future, you will cherish it? Like the Italian pack.

like it really necessary to have? Prefer not to have? I finally found the answer. University students have been a long time. Yesterday, the same bedroom with the Soviet Union called me and said there today to talk Xu, narration. Xu is also a long time ago told me about, and I miss old school, and would like to see college students years later, now would be like. So today in the vicinity of the hotel met Alex, went to Dio coffee chat.

not seen in decades, it seems that the university looks like. I heard old school meet, the girls are fine female students will feel a big change, and the boys but had changed a lot, the main common characteristic is that boys are generally fat, and may be the rule. Remember two years ago, fifteen years and high school students re-see, that pleased, especially those innocent memories of friendship and the boys look like a bigger one, think about the fun. Today is the three women meet, talk about nature is the topic of women. Xu then sleep in my upper, Su Xu sleep next to head to head, I and Xu Gong is always another trip with three lines, with the dinner. Then the total recall total, it seems that everything has just in front of each other despite the passage of time, but close when they meet and then do not do too much strength difference. Topic is also particularly from business to love marriage ... ... at the table of fleeting time.

several times, she stared at me both, the last an adjective used to describe me: elegant. I shrugged and said how I did not see himself that which exists where the word elegant. They explained that the elegance is a kind of temperament, is a feeling. Later, more than one occasion to repeat the word, so I had to respond to this word, I'll have to continue to move in this direction. China's women began talking about is the lack of elegance. Speaking of the United Kingdom, France, the kind of elegant ladies and women in China who feel difficult to find, at last they concluded that: because of China's man, the lack of manners, so the Chinese women can not be elegant. Listen to some far-fetched, seems to have some responsibility for the absolute man blaming China, but the Chinese men and British gentleman for some comparison, and perhaps men in China does indeed lack a certain meaning and grace. If all the men around us are courtly, polite, whether the woman who turned around will gracefully? But instead think about, do not put us on the disadvantaged position of women by men of influence, if we are all women all gentle, delicate and charming, is not a man around them will accordingly gentleman? Today it is impossible to know. Logically speaking, we are down five thousand years of civilization, the word should not be elegant or need to discuss, but should be a fait accompli. Perhaps now some of us really sad. What is the reason we lost so many good quality? I then re-consider their use of the word in my body.

many adjectives can be used between a woman compliment each other, they can use other words, but they chose this. I think that the feeling of elegance come from? Really because the man next to me? Is silently working model each year as the father? Is eloquent, had been said to be the philosopher's brother? That has a literary and historical accumulation, reserved style of her husband? Really because of the man around? Or an accumulation of your own? Or is it just an exaggeration of friends? Also unknown. But today, I think, no matter what your reason is because you get such a description, at least show that you have such a potential, you can go in this direction, one day, you will be a truly elegant woman.

Well, today, I will make a return time being elegant woman. I believe as long as you like, we can be a graceful woman. Experts of the mobile phone short messages to bring about a clean-up, or to the large capacity again when it is difficult to bear as the snow like a short message. However, some mobile phone text messages are not deleted after a certain number of years.

some feelings can not be erased.

18 years old had a birthday, high school students are still a gift, a box of cosmetics that has long been bad, I could not bear to throw away, the hair dryer is still blowing my long hair now ... and over ... ten years later, that was pure friendship with the boys sent me in a short birthday message I was so much back in the short message you remember my birthday? His short answer is still During that pure, without any thoughts of feeling, how memorable! During that help you review the seaside cottage, the sea breeze blowing the day, that stand in the dark at the back, which packet colorful bubble gum, which under the endless plates of chess, that you are carrying a lot of things bike riding a lot of distance, that of a beautiful pink silk dress, which sent the distance ... ... a heavy book on how good memories, is blowing in the memory of youth more than a decade.

after graduating from university, and the best little friend to meet, but often miss each other, and perhaps even a true friend is the kind of mind but rarely see each other often to wonder friends. friendship were outspoken in the past number of years or so affects my mind. Then in college to have a purely ideological friend is so worth your life, cherish, that period in mind before you sad tears tell the university past, that period of work after getting married over the phone crying feeling helpless and chaotic precious years ... ... perhaps we really too small to meet to meet is not it will burst into tears? Meeting is not so many years we will regret the day together because of the relationship between man-made negligible? So start planning how long time each meet?

there is that the girl had gone to heaven, that I have language class representative, that the girl was going to write the article. After her graduation, she became sick, but she'll still send me her article. Remember to hospital to see her, I remember talking on the phone with her, I remember the article I sent her a national . She and I went to that award, is the country's top award, when she had medical treatment, people have become so fat. Still later, her parents received a phone call she finally died away, the season of less than two-year-old age. Day and meet her parents, we have only tears relative, the day the scene of her last farewell, forever in my memory, that a final Tian Mei smiles, then a beautiful wig, eyes that never closed ... ... changed several times in my phone, I have not deleted her last sent me good wishes. I know, never have that number, there will never again give me the names of any of the news, but as long as I can see that the short message to her, I would think she was still there, still think of her lovely quiet smile, her beautiful flowing style of writing ... ...

more recently, a memory, virtually did not think I used the Perhaps this is the outcome of this relationship implies. But last Christmas day, the short message, I think I will not at this point be deleted. The two on the plane after landing sent a short message I have received, have represented a beautiful, without any feelings of impurities, it does not mean that these two news schedule, which represents dozens of day and night The care and dedication. Perhaps as time goes by, and vulnerable because of misunderstanding, because to give up and back, not enough time to bloom already the first litter, but it was not fade with the memory. In life there are always some good things to miss, life always something to learn to laugh to forget.

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some news you can not be deleted. Deleted on behalf of the deletion of a you give up your memory. Reservations, which means it can not forget in your life for you. Micro-cream in my temples, and even white-haired, if I could recall the memory of those few did not delete the short message, then at least prove that, in my life, my feelings are not so pale in affection and love, I also have the love of friends and friends of his former love! Memory of her time in the tunnel shining bright ... ... a different kind of connection to several calls, I just finished

The first is the sister. In fact, my sister could have been an optimistic person, it will speak, all know, do not know, she can become familiar with them in a short time, it is her character, I'd quite appreciate her this style. If it were not my sister has always been philosophical frame of mind, she twists them how to deal with life. When my sister and I met more, whether at university or working, keep each other close contacts, and people are often surprised and jealous of the situation we have such a good sister. Today her voice and some sad, because things at home. Every character is not the same, brother and sister of the character is diametrically opposite. So I joke with joy and the feelings of her family matters, and sister repeatedly urged quick New Year, better attitude, more Hong Hong brother, so let him, so that whole family New Year happily, nothing other than the on to say. Then hang up when my sister was feeling a lot better, maybe she finally figured out a little. All thoughts are my sister told me that I am better than her junior-year-old, she kept me as a child, but she thought nothing of her sister, in the mind and emotional, maybe I was her in a weak sustenance, I was her sister, also her friend. I have been friends to talk with the object of affection, their emotions always like the first time told me I had too much to bear for some time and secret feelings of others, almost breathless. But I do not know refused, I afraid of hurting someone else's heart, so I always stand on the comfort of people's point of view, for others, open minded and solve puzzles. We all feel the most happy I'm doing, I am a happy, but also give you a happy person, so you think I do not need comfort. Sister, her sister will never feel the need to keep a happy comfort and encouragement to the sister's sister.

second is the mom. Mother almost 70, she has a good attitude, as long-Party group,UGG boots, she rode a bike to go home neatly from door to door census across the land for the recent busy. Some time ago to go back and see my mother wearing reading glasses and carefully transcribed a picture of statistical tables, pamper to Sign and sister and nephew to help her finish copying all the data together, and strongly urged his mother not allowed to do this again next time things, there are so many young people, why do this to his elderly mother live, would not want to toss bad eyes. Mom smiled and explained, among the people here, she worked in accounting, more proficient in this regard, we are elected, she will take over the living, and serving the people thing. She also bike to go to church every week, once a month also volunteer to look after the morning worship all kinds of obligations to travel by car, rain or shine. She has been like at home, humming some sort of minor, this is my childhood, when her mother had the impression that the factory, a step on the stairs, the mother of the minor on the up. Now that I think I love so much singing, and her mother a little genetic relationship. I said Mom, you are doing? She answered with a smile is accompanied by singing hymns along with it. That these days are doing? Ah rest, exercise, do exercise, exercise exercise. Mom told me that day several of us with several electronics stores around town, my friend invited back for the University of Shanghai, they returned home her mother that night the physical discomfort, but she did not tell me. Now fully restored, only laughed and said there is such a thing, let my heart exceedingly sad. I took a day to my mother, and wanted her mother to go out together, happy. Some stores did not realize the air was not good, affecting the mother's body, but I'm not her. And universities to meet my friends, and his want to see in order to meet only three days to accompany his mother. Fortunately, tomorrow will be able to meet, although only a noon time. Lila La Mama on the phone again, and homely, happy Telling about the time flies. In three children, my mother never said who her favorite, but I know my mother told me that her daughter was very beloved, and some secrets I was the only one who knows. Although I was a child most of them back, but I always harbor guilt for the mother's love, the end is repaid weaker. Mom has always felt she was the happiest little girl is cleverest most lovely daughter.

third was my brother. And his brother is not a long time together. Brother than I am six years old. Impression of them when I began to see how a memory, the older brother had gone to live in the Normal School. Hours of the most interesting thing, than to protect my brother insisted on swimming across the river when the boat scene, and my brother took my bike back home, I obviously did not shed feet slippers, but I literally cried out to be particularly : So he also could not help but laugh or two, and then took me to move on, never saying the words of blame, as my father to me. Every time I tried my brother wanted to be taken, always got his wish, now that I think do not know that smart, or brother had let me. Later when they grow up, and his brother share the most, but also about feelings, about my brother that I was an adult. We do not often see, unlike my sister and I to meet the frequency, but with our tacit understanding between us. Brother is always trying to care for his sister, because her house far from the station, formerly called the rental we are in, brother, and then send us out motorcycle. Brother bought a car since then, whenever I return to her house, he will first call me to where I am waiting for him, he will pick me, that is a token of his brother. Today, he called to say the agreement does not change tomorrow, noon see ah. I use the most joyful tone to tell brother, will not forget, remember the firm, and hungry for several days, is preparing to feast on it tomorrow. Phone hang up in laughter. And his brother's phone call time is always very short, simple few words, and her sister's phone to burn completely the opposite. Noon tomorrow brother invited us to dinner with three family members, is the last time I returned home my mother when things settle down. Brother, sister, always felt he was not the happiest sad sister.

tomorrow Xiaonian Ye. Noon tomorrow is the day of laughter. Where three of us brother sister and mom sister, where there is joy in, we can smile very mad, very Fun to eat and sing very loud.

about the New Year. I am also the happy New Year. Lose something, does not mean you lose all. You are a happy family heart baby, you want all the family members feel that you are happy, so they will be happy. Today is Xiaonian Ye, his brother a week ago booked the hotel, following the New Year's Day, after ten people together, and today is a happy day.

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